All Dressed Up With Nowhere To Go!

OMG

2008-10-21T16:17:00.000-07:00

I am so mad
the boots (see below)
are no longer on the website!!
and I just retuned the worng size ones
should have bought the other ones when I had the chance
so now I am on the look out for another pair of cute boots :(

New Shoes

2008-10-14T10:53:00.000-07:00

Went shopping again over the weekend
Found a super cute pair of shoes
but they only had a size 7
I am a size 8
BUT.......

I found them online so now I just need to order them and return the other ones

and of course buy some clothes to match them

gonna get caught goofing off

2008-10-13T16:21:00.000-07:00

Hopefully not but you never know.

If people have not noticed I cut all of my hair off.

I am liking it more and more
but I know that Michael does not
boys never like short hair
I think it is sassy
now I just have to figure out fun ways to style it!
More later
Chevy's Tonight!

Out in SF

2008-10-11T11:46:00.000-07:00

I don't ususally go out in SF but the time I am done with work I am just ready to be home. But in an effort to do some socializing I went to an event put on by the Bachelors of SF. I just can't say no to open bar:). Here are a few pictures from the event!

Overall was fun even did a little shoe shopping at Macy's afterwards.

So pretty much....

2008-09-25T12:33:00.001-07:00

Most thing are OK. Went to Tahoe over the weekend was nice for the most part. Looking forward to a relaxing weekend though I doubt that will happen. It is the bros b-day which means family and a large to do from the mother since it is her baby's bday. Not that I really mind, it means a nice dinner and cake too.

Have been really wanting to cook lately. Ironic since I don't have a kitchen but I guess that is how it goes. Much cheaper to cook than eat out though. And since I am trying to save up as much money as I can I need to eat in more.

I am also going to have to follow the fashion advice of Kate. She always looks so cute and does not seem to spend a lot. I don't think that I can put off buying new clothes for much longer. I will not look office appropriate soon.

Have some pictures to post but I am still working on uploading them. I think that I need to start using flicker it seems to be better than what I am using. Soon.

Sharks

2008-04-18T17:55:00.000-07:00

Sharks Game and Rock Band

2008-04-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

Well the sharks game was fun i even took a couple of pictures
I wanted to take more but I didnt
after the game we played Rock Band
great game
between that and Gutair Hero I am addicted!

I also just payed off my credit card!

hooray for me!
I guess that is a big step
Now to save more money.

Well its not a new haircut any more....

2008-04-10T13:54:00.000-07:00

Micheal didnt like it. Not that I really cared but I got lazy at styling in the morning. Longer bangs = less work = more sleeping.

Happy birthday Michael!

New Hair Cut

2007-11-10T17:09:00.000-08:00

Well got a hair cut
some new bangs
very 60's go go girl i think
its fun I am having fun with it
and i think that it is kind of cool that it looks darker
looks very cute with headbands

been doing a lot of playing with the pictures that i have taken lately
stitches together a really great on of the Bay Bridge and SF
and one of horseback riding
going to get those up soon

I think this is great

2007-10-18T12:35:00.000-07:00

I think that i need these in the fron yard!
since my boss is not at work i get to goof off a little
which means i am on the internet doing the important things
shopping
checking email
and updating this
not that there is much to say
but i am looking forward to going to red bluff this weekend
and riding horses
other than this it is the same old same old
if not more boring
I need to get a little more of a life
I will work on that more in the coming weeks

I am thinking that that will involve going to the Union Square christmas tree lighting
God I cant wait for winter to be here!!
snow please just snow!!!!!!

Weird line in Starbcks

2007-09-28T11:14:00.000-07:00

So when i was in Starbucks this morning some guy who opened the door for me was like i like your hair, it reminds me of Ireland. I dont know about anyone else but i thought that was a little strange. I get the "i like your hair are you irish?" but reminds him of Ireland i just dont know about that!

I get bugged by the weirdest things

2007-09-26T14:52:00.001-07:00

i dont know why it buggs me so much when i read peoples webpages and they make things sound like they do in the movies. The real world is not like that. I used to get jealous but now i just annoyed. I think if my life was like that i would barf all over everything. I know that it is all hopeless romantic shit which is nice every once in a while but come on give me a break. yeah whatever i guess i just needed to kill some time at work!

OOps my Boss just came to work!

2007-08-28T12:19:00.000-07:00

So it looks like this is an every 20 day kind of thing for me
maybe I will find more time to do it
now that I am a little mor settled into the job
hopefully that means that I will have more time
to have a little more exciting life
thought the last couple weekends were pretty eventful
there was sloshball
at which I took no pictures
and then this weekend in Sac
and I forgot my camera
Katherine and I had a really fun time
it was like old times
even went to Press club
I have not been there in DAYS!
I need to go out in the city though
I am here everyday, I should really take advantage of it!
Boss is here now
should really do some more work!

2007-08-08T10:27:00.000-07:00

It has been a busy couple of weeks
Getting adjusted to the new schedule
But I am finally able to make it past 10pm
So big improvement there
I get to go to the Giants game tonight
Though I am a little dissapointed
Since it would have been awsome to be at the game when Barry make history
But it will still be fun and I get to go right after work
Mike is meeting me up here
I wonder if he will mind riding the train alone
Ohh well he will just have to deal with it
I like it I get to read
but I dont think that that is as popular when traveling to a giants game

Hooray!!

2007-07-18T19:53:00.000-07:00

Well I am now employeed
full time
monday thru Friday
so no weekends
but every day
I am very excited and nervous
and a little overwhelmed at the moment
I think it will be a great opportunity
I am now an office manager
at a litigation firm
in san francisco
so there is a bit of a commute
but I think it is worth it
and maybe I will move there someday
we will see
but now I need to be in SF by nine every morning
reguardless horray for me!!

Camping

2007-07-11T18:00:00.000-07:00

We went to grover hot springs
which is south of lake tahoe
in the booming town of Markliville
it was a lot of fun
though we didnt go in the hot springs
we got to go and see the cabin
in south shore
and wade in the river
and of course eat a lot of bbqed food!!

I was a girl scout and look we can make a fire

Max likes camping

Life from the bottom of a beer bottle

Senior big butt at least that is what Mike called the squirrel

Mikes version of a can opener

This is what I am told Stone cold does
minus the spitting out and laughing

This is the little patch of grass Jackson casino put in
to make the area look nice! HA

owww my arms

2007-07-02T12:33:00.000-07:00

So I finally did one of those free personal training sessions
at my gym. She was good and really gave some good advice
and she focused on my upper arms
which admittedly need some work
so i think that i am going to be very sore tomorrow
good i like being sore
makes me feel like i have done something
get to go again on thurdsay evening
i am going to look awsome
next i just need to get tanner
maybe i will be able to spend some time in the sun
when we are camping this weekend
also i hope that i get this job i have an interview tomorrow
It would be nice to have a steady job that has some benefits!!
we will see how it goes

Spicy Peppers

2007-06-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

well i would like to say that things have been crazy
but they have really not been
I am trying to find a job that is not serving
but there has been no response
ideally i would like to be working in either a design or architectual firm
but at this point I dont think that I can be picky
I see a temp agency in my future at least for now
I wish i could be independently wealthy

I started summer school and I really like the class
there is even a girl that went to Davis at the same time I did
so that is kind of fun
My parents were out of town this weekend so it was nice to have the place to myself
Maybe soon I will be able to have a BBQ/Pool party here or go to the Tahoe house with some people
it has just been so windy here

I have found what was lost

2007-05-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

So for the past week i have been searching
and searching
for my digital camera
i thought that i was going to just have to buy another
i even had a dream that i found it but to no avail
then while at class yesterday
i was looking for something to write with
and low and behold there it was
i was soo happy
and relieved that i didnt have to spend a couple hundred $$
to get a new on
now i just have to start taking more pictures!

i am bored

should be doing homework

not going to just yet

Write exactly what's on your mind and don't change it..

1. My 'ex' is still = with the new girl

2. I am listening to = a episode of SVU that i have already seen

3. Maybe I should = do homework instead of this

4. I love = a good run outside

6. I don't understand = why i am so tired

7. I lost my respect for = people that dont care about other

8. I last ate = almonds

9. The meaning of my display name is = always wanting to get ready to go out but not having any place to go

10. Love is = how i get through the hard days

11. Someday = i will know what i am ment to do

12. I will always = be there to listen

13. Love seems to be = not as serious as the movies

14. I never ever want to lose = my imagination

15. Myspace is = always a work-in-progress for me.

16. When I woke up this morning = it was 4am when mike had to go to work but then i went back to sleep

17. I get annoyed with = indecision

18. Parties = want to go to more sophisticated ones

19. My pet[s] = are non existant but i want some

20. Kisses = the sweetest

21. Today I = went to class but skipped the gym

22. I wish = i was not tired and was being more productive

23. I really want = to be sleeping next to Micheal right now.

April Fools

2007-04-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Well only one person really got me
he told me that i missed a work meeting
not very nice
i am too lazy to do anything
instead i just cleaned
and planted some more plants
now i finally put on some new pictures
and i did get to go and drink some beer the other night
and it resulted in irish coffees

it was a good time i like the Pinoeer
and i have a decent night at work on Sat.
now i am on spring break
so i get to do some relaxing
but not really
cause i have homework
and other stuff to do
but at least i dont have school!

"If I were an enzyme i would be DNA helicase so I could unzip your genes"

2007-03-30T20:25:00.000-07:00

yeah so i am just sitting around
i wish i was having a beer
my boyfriend has one
but it is outside and i am lazy
i feel like sitting around and drinking
we will see if that happens
and when i say drinking
i dont mean like last weekend
which consisted of shots of tequilla followed by Coronas
ohh he is all done with his beer and i am jealsous
maybe i will do to the store and by some more
though it is a good day for him cause he finally has a room
now it just needs to be CLEANED
and then we can paint and all that
ok back to surfing the internet
there is just so much out there to see!!

Not Listening in Class

2007-03-26T13:38:00.000-07:00

So i thought i would update
which has not happened in a while
I am still working and going to school
have been eating out a lot
and found a great little bistro
a great spot to go here in Redwood!
I have also been going out a little more
but after this weekend i think that i will take a break
I have been having an awful infection in my thumb recently
and this morning it was pussing
gross i know and i think that it is from getting my nails done
Hopefully it will be better now
I also have pictures to update but have been super lazy
well back to class so i can know what is going on!

Last year at this time

2007-01-12T16:46:00.000-08:00

well on new years last year we had no water
no electricity
and a ton of booze
and it went something like this

i did meet my very sweet boyfriend on new years
and i was just starting a job working near the capitol
and i was living in Sacramento and having a great time!
i miss living there and getting to go out
not that i cant go out here
there just isnt as much within walking distance
well done with thinking about last year!

2007

2007-01-08T00:20:00.000-08:00

well it is officialy the new year
i know it has already been a week
but this is the first time
that i am able to sit in bed
and update
yes i got a laptop
and i even get an internet connection
in the back house
very exciting stuff
i had a wonderful new years
which was also my one year anniversary
and i got to spend it with Michael
which makes it even better
i got work off thankfully
and we were able to go to Sac and hang out
it was a lot of fun
though every new years i am reminded why i only drink champange one night a year
well at least the only time of year i drink it in excess
one i never remember the end of the night
and i always act kinda funny
plus the champange does not lend to an easy hangover
i also got to go snowboarding
which was nice
though they need more snow in the sierras
but hopefully they will get that soon
and i have also come to the conclusion that i need rack for my car
especially if i want to go with more than 2 people
it was definatly a tight fit this time
well i am very sleep
i am feeling old when i get tired by midnight

Christmas cheer!

2006-12-20T09:03:00.000-08:00

well Christmas shopping is almost done
just a few people left to get things for
and i have to say it was rather painless
at least as far as christmas shopping goes
some guy stole my parking spot
very rude
and my arms are sore from carrying all the bags of stuff
but all in all i think i did well
i even managed to get some stuff for myself
stuff i neede mind you
but still i was suprised to find i was done
and had time to look for me
now i am going to spend the morning making cookies and decorating them
which i love to do
i used to bake all the time
even bringing them to Cafe
some people might remember those days
but lately i just have not had the time or the money to spend on makeing them for ramdom reasons
well off to the store to get supplies
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
and good luck to those of you who have not done their shopping!!!

funny video

2006-12-18T20:46:00.000-08:00

Anyone want to do my Christmas shopping???

2006-12-18T16:20:00.000-08:00

Yeah i have not even started
i know some of the things that i need to get
but others i am totally clueless on
and i pretty much only have tomorrow to do it
because the rest of the weeks is going to be busy
granted i am done with school for now
but i still have to work
and i also have to get ready for Utah
we leave on christmas eve
plus i want to go sonwboarding again
i got to go up this weekend
only for one day
but that is better than nothing
also the hell that is costco found my pictures so there are some from one of the weddings i went to
they are great mostly me being a jackass
it is good times though
well i have to return for work now
first double of the week half down only 2 more to do
uggggh.... at least the money is good

yeah me being a jack ass

Mike is watching spanish talk shows

2006-12-10T14:37:00.000-08:00

Well i am almost done with this semester of school
just the final push to get everything finished and turned in
i had a great birthday
mike came down and suprised me
very sweet
i got a new digital camera
so in theory i will be posting more pictures
IN THEORY
i also got a great new sheet from my sister
is it called a chamis sheet and is sooo soft
make my bed even better if that is possible
i am really looking forward to going to Utah for christmas
get is spend the holiday in the snow
and i might even have a job on the horizon
with an architectual/design firm
that would be awsome
cause i do not want to waitress anymore!!!!

Thanks Katherine!

2006-11-30T16:24:00.000-08:00

Listen to this
Really funny

How to get telemarketers to stop calling

post school work pre thanksgiving..

2006-11-22T15:42:00.000-08:00

it never fails
that i feel sick after having lots of stuff due
it is a phenomenon as of late
and it is worse cause it is before the holiday
and if i was not feeling icky
i would have started moving
maybe this weekend
super excited about it

It breaks my heart to hear
when my sister really tries to do something good
and then gets her ideas turned down
at her work the other day(pottery barn kids)
they showed the employees a video
about getting involved and getting donations
to St. Judes childrens hospital
a pretty good cause if i say so myself
so she spent her time
and made a poster or two to put up at work
and her manager told her that they could not put it up
very sad
they said that they could put it in the stock room
why try to get them involved and then squash their ideas
makes me mad
and it crushed her
maybe we can find some other place
to put them up
well time to get ready for work
though i still just want to lay around
hopefully a shower will make me feel better!

work to be done

2006-11-20T15:56:00.000-08:00

busy week ahead
and though i should be working on projects
i am taking a short break
i had a fun time this weekend
got to go to the old apt
see Katherine and Juan
it was a lot of fun
a much needed break
though i still worked on homework on saturday
the up coming week is packed
between a final a midterm a project
plus thanksgiving and trying to get moved into the back house
it is going to be hectic
i am sure that it will all be over with before i know it
but i just really want some time to relax
maybe sometime soon
until then i have to get back to work!

Babe i had a great time too
and not a problem about the computer
i was happy to do it!!!

Good morning

2006-11-16T08:55:00.000-08:00

it is only 8:45
and i already feel like i have accomplished something today
today i got up early and went to the gym
granted it was on the premis
that i would be doing yoga
which turns out is at 7:30PMnot 7:30am
i guess one of these days i should really learn how to read
but it got me to the gym
and i might even be crazy today
and go between my shifts at work
who knows though
i am also almost finished with my art project
i really like it
and it makes me want to paint more often
there is so much stuff to do in the next week or so
midterm and a final next week
a project due
moving to start
thanksgiving which is always fun with my family
though there is talk of going out that night
which could be fun
well i need some coffee at this point and to take a shower
then off to the job

Mike have a good day....
:) xoxox

birthday.....

2006-11-14T10:42:00.000-08:00

well my b-day is coming up
and i have not given it much thought
several people have asked me about it
and i have not giving it much thought
i think that i just get kind of bummed out when i think about it
not cause it is another birthday or anything like that
just because i really dont have any time to do anything
i have finals and stuff that week
not to mention work
i do get to go to Mike's office party
which will be fun
sometimes i hate being so busy
it would be nice to do something with all of my friends
but everyone is so spread out these days
it is too hard
ohh well
now i have to figure out if i have a final today
it is either today or next tuesday
and i cant for the life of me remember......

sunday

2006-11-12T14:20:00.000-08:00

well as with any sunday
there was breakfast at the waterfront cafe
my favorite
cause not only is the food good
but they serve bloody mary's
which was necessary for me this morning
since i decided to drink last night
i think that it is weird that i always have trouble
remembering the end of the night
i think i need to drink more water during the day
i have been really bad about that
i also think that i am going to start getting up early
to do the gym thing

my b-day is coming up
is it weird that i dont really care
i feel like i should do something
but i just dont want to plan anything
ohh well i am sure i will think something up
i am excited that i am going to park city for christmas
that will be a good change
and i dont have to work next saturday
super exciting
sometimes i really hate my job
i want to do something else
in a very pessimistic mood right now apparently
i just want to bitch about work
but i will spare everyone
my brain hurts
i might get into the back house this week too
i need to do touch ups to the paint
tomorrow after work
and i have a buch of HW to do
sometime i will get to it
shit i have to work tomorrow night
well i am going to nap before work
i just want to curl up for the rest of the day

god i wish i had a laptop...

2006-11-10T10:14:00.000-08:00

so i could do this kind of stuff when i was out
and i would surely get more homework done
it would be very nice
now all i need to do is come into a lot of money
and i can follow through with this plan
things have been pretty hectic lately
as usual
i am thinking about changing jobs again
i get so sick of waiting tables
i almost had a party of 12 walk out without paying
not b/c they were mad or anything
just cause aparently they all thought that someone else was going to pay
i need to find a job that will work with school and pays me enough
to pay off my debts

i got to talk to Katherine the other day
it was nice and i miss hanging out
and going out with her
though not going out has saved me a lot of money
and a lot of calories
but i dont go out much here and i miss that
i feel like such an old person.....
well i need to hop in my motorized chair
and get ready to wait on people hand and foot

quick stop.... then off again

2006-11-07T11:11:00.000-08:00

got to go out with a girlfriend yesterday
It was great to see Miss Rayan
well i guess it is Mrs Rayan
now that she is married
it is so rare that i get to do things like that
it was really nice
and i love Nola's in Palo Alto
now i just wish that i had to money to go shopping down there
but that definatly is not going to happen when i make $25 at work
i dont know why they even had me come in last night
I was pretty productive when i got home though
i finally got started on my Architectual drawing homework
which i have been putting off
hopefully tonight i will get to finish it
and then work on my painting
so many things to do with so little time
and i have to drive out to the legion on honor in SF tomorrow for a field trip
busy busy...

Almost moving again

2006-11-03T09:28:00.000-08:00

well i finally got to paint in the back house
Thanks a great deal to the wonderful Micheal
I love the color that i painted the bedroom
but am not liking the Purple :( in the other room
I think that i am going to paint it back to white
i think that will just look better
i thought that purple would be a fun color
but it is just soo blahh
i kind of feel like i am inside a big easter egg when i am in there
But whatever color it is i am soo excited to be getting back there
having a little more space for all my stuff
and getting to decorate
i have so many ideas and so little money and time
ohh well i am sure that it will be fun no matter what!!!!

Amanda is Missing!!

2006-09-05T19:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO AMANDA
if you still read this are you out there
i have not heard from you in a while
how is summer treating you
did you change your phone number
where are you?????
if anyone else knows where Amanda went let me know!

So long weekends are good
I did a lot this weekend
more than i have done in one weekend in a long time
I helped my grandparents move
I went to a birthday party for Mikes Friend
where i took tequilla shots
and got a lap dance from a stripper
which was followed by gambling at Jackson
and returning home at 4am
The next day we rafted down the river
and I got to hang out with Katherine and Cynthia
which was lots of fun
We should really do that again sometime soon
I even got to go and drive a golfcart around while Michael, Ricky and Marcus played golf
i am going to have to learn to play
so i dont embaress myself if i ever try to swing a golf club
but it is fun to do the driving
We also went to go and see Talledega nights
which was pretty funny!
then the rush back to Redwood to head back to a day of classes!!

MSN things to do..... It Can Be Useful

2006-08-31T15:02:00.000-07:00

So while doing my daily surfing of the internet
and going to mymsn just to check my horoscope
i decided to take a look
at their things to do on Labor Day in SF
and low and behold there was something that sounds like a lot of fun
There is this place called foriegn cinema
and it is dinner and a movie
they show a movie that starts at dusk
sounds pretty fun
i will have to make some time and go up there
they also have a pretty extensive oyster bar
Sweetie maybe i will take you there ;)
They also have a bar that looks pretty neat
and they have djs there every night
another things that i will have to check out sometime
and i thought that msn list never had anything good!!

Finally with the Pictures

2006-08-24T17:00:00.000-07:00

Well there are new pictures up
there are more from Eric and Rayan's wedding
and the ones from when Mike and I went camping
I am still waiting on the pictures
from Derek and Brenda's wedding
and i need to finish the film
with the pictures of Katherine and my table
you know those will be good!

i donno..........

2006-08-16T11:06:00.000-07:00

Well today marks the start of school
and my new job at atovila's
and though i still dont get weekends off
which is a major bummer
at least i will be able to get more of them off
and will be working shorter hours
I am still working on getting some more pictures up
the ones from the last wedding will be up later today
but the digital ones are more challenging
since all of my stuff gets moved everywhere in this house
I cannot wait for the day when i actually get to unpack
maybe by the end of september
i miss having my own space for my things it just does not feel like home
when i have to dig through boxes to get my stuff
The wedding this weekend was a lot of fun
got to see Mike all dressed up
and we finally got a picture together
though i am sure that my eyes will be closed or something
i need to get those pictures developed
It was really nice to see Katherine too i have not seen her since i moved out
maybe i will get her down here every once in a while

i finally went and gave blood yesterday
i have been meaning to for a while
one cause i am such a nice person
and two cause i want to get a tattoo
but i think i am going to give more blood first
but anyways after giving blood yesterday i felt like i was almost going to faint
and i have to say that is one of the worst feelings
i had to hang out in the blood bank for an hour
not fun
but then i did get to go see little miss sunshine later
i highly reccomend it
its a little off beat
but had me in tears of laughter
i wish i had been able to see it at sundance
time to go back to class

Changes

2006-08-07T22:45:00.000-07:00

well there has been a lot going on in the last couple of weeks
and i have many pictures that i will get around to putting up on wednesday
so for now i will just give a breif run down
there was a wedding which was a lot of fun
two people i love very much got hitched
and we got a kick ass room
went camping
wish i could go more often
still trying to get up to the tahoe cabin
hopefull end of this month
finished the class i needed to get my degree
FINALLY
decided to go back to school for interior design
I am super excited
quit my job at macy's to go back to school
even got a very pretty necklace from some very handsome guy ;)
so lots going on
some big changes
more when i have more time on wednesday!

Maybe someday soon they will win....

2006-06-13T11:03:00.000-07:00

A game i go to
so far i have been to 4 Giants games
more than i have been to during one season
in probably 8 years if not more
and they have not won when i have been there
and even though it sucks to see them loose
i have been having a really good time going
Though i think that i am going to have to start dringing food
since it gets really expensive to eat there
though i really want the nachos every time i go
maybe at the next game
ohh yeah did i mention that i went to 2 games this weekend
the first night game that i have been to in forever
yeah i forgot how cold it gets in the city

other than the games this weekend i am close to finishing the garden
actually put some plants in the ground
still need more soil
you would be amazed at how much is needed for such a small space
I also saw the Omen
ugh it was ok
and i will admit i screamed a few times
and jumped also
but it didnt give me nightmares or anything
which i think good scary movies shoul
or they should at least make it hard to go to sleep in the dark

i am also getting closer to getting the counter manager position at Macy's
but i have to give them a year commitment
and i dont know why that is so hard for me
i guess it is cause i have my parents wanting me to get a real job
and this does not seem like one to them
also i think it is going to be a lot of work
which i am not opposed to
i am always so wishy washy when it comes to work
but i guess i have to start somewhere
i just wish that it was some place where i didnt have to work weekends
i have another interview on thursday morning
and we will see how that goes
and see what they offer me as far as pay
and it would be a good thing on my resume
now i am just trying to rationalize things
i just feel like i am in the same old boat
not having any money and needing to start working
well hopefully soon
and i am also hoping to have benifits
but i dont think i would get though til after the first year
and that is something i really need

Productive Day

2006-06-07T18:09:00.000-07:00

Well I had an interview today
and I think that I will soon be working
as the counter manager for Prescriptives cosmetics
in Macy's
and if that does not work out
then I might get a position with Ralph Lauren
where I would get a clothes allowance
now that would be super exciting
hopefully I will not have to look for a job after this

I also got the garden plot that we cleared
(and when I say we I mean that Mike did most of the work
and I sat around and directed)
I even planted some stuff already
so far I have one tomato plant, basil and oregano
there will definitely be one more tomato plant
some rosemary, several different types of peppers
and who knows what else
I know I am a total nerd for being so excited
about a little plot of land where I plant things
but this is something that I have wanted for a long time
and have not been able to make it happen
and now I have my own little garden
I even built a trellis for the tomatoes
I am so excited to be able to eat things that I grew!
hahaha I think if I plan on planting anything else I will need more room!

A Day at the Beach

2006-06-04T22:15:00.000-07:00

spent the day on the coast
ate some fantastic bread
in pescadaro
there was even live music to listen to

we got to run around on the beach
Max even got to come too

i could really spend so much time on the coast
i could totally live out there
or up on the noth coast
sometimes i just want to get into my car
and drive up highway one

hopefully next weekend there will be good weather
so maybe we can make another visit to the coast
get some more artichoke bread

New shoes

2006-06-03T11:28:00.000-07:00

well i have been itching to buy new shoes lately
since i have come to the realization
that i have none
but today i got a cute new pair
Thanks to Mike :)
you are very sweet babe!
he bought me these today

and they come in so many other colors
once i get a job i will first take him to dinner
and then buy these shoes in other colors
i also need some sandles aka flipflops
since my sister took hers back
all in time once i have a job
which i am going to do some hard core looking for
after the weekend
since i already have lots of plans this weekend
which include making my garden and swimming in my pool!!

Pool side

2006-06-01T07:53:00.000-07:00

well i finally got to lay out by our pool
though apparently i am not very good at putting on sunscreen
i totally missed the backs of my legs and my shins
i guess i just thought that those parts of my bady dont burn
even when they are albino white
but hey i needed the color right
i am hopefully looking forward to a weekend of doing the same thing
and the weekend after that i want to have a get together here
since my parents are going to be out of town
i was super excited
cause i thought they were both going to be gone
this weekend too
but my mom is staying here:(
ohh well i will manage hopefully
looks like i also have tickets to two giants games next weekend
both Fridays and Sundays
always fun to go to games
and i am sure that i can get someone to go with me

Things are going well at home now
though it was a big change moving home
i guess just a little culture shock
that took some time to adjust to

Giants and jobs

2006-05-25T14:41:00.000-07:00

well though off to a rocky start
i have actully had a good couple of days
i got to go to the Giants game
even though Lowry was not pitching well

too bad babe
i also got a bit of a sunburn while at the game
just on the top of my head and arms
so not too bad
and then i had an interview with a placement agency
which went well
hopefully it will result in a kickass job
and i have another interview next week
plus the long weekend coming up does not hurt either
especially since i get to spend time with two of my favorite people
and hopefully there will be BBQ and swimming!
and i get to get out of my house
now i just have to find something to wear to Rayan's bridal shower!

Back to the Bay

2006-05-23T11:29:00.000-07:00

well i am back in the bay
living at home
and already seeing the potential to pull out my hair
though there are some perks
i now have satillite tv
and constant access to the internet
which means i will finally put up some pictures
and update this a little more
though now i have to find another job
which is always so much work
hopefully my sister will find a place to move to
so that i can get to the back house
and have Mike stay over
since i am 15 again living in my parents house
I dont like loosing all of my freedom
i have grown quite used to it
in the last 6 years!!!

busy body

2006-05-06T13:34:00.000-07:00

well it is official
i am heading back to the bay
which will be really good for me
financially anyways
i need to start looking for a job now
that should be a lot of fun
and i am going to give my two weeks at work today
another fun thing
other than that we had a fire in the house
the stove caught on fire
and i put it out with a fire extinguisher
made for a very interesting couple of days
not really the best way to end my lease
there are a bunch of events coming up this coming weekend
starting with Katherines bday
which at this point i dont know if i am invited to
there is also the race for the cure on Saturday
and Mike's moms bday that night
followed by mothers day
busy busy
and i still have to get presents for all of them
i know what i am getting for most of them
i might have to call in some help though
and i really have to start getting ready for the race
i was supposed to be running every day for the past month
to train but that didnt happen
now i have a week to make sure i can finish a 5K in under 36 min
i am sure i can do it but i dont want to look like an ass
while i do
well off to run some errands!

huh?.....

2006-04-27T12:18:00.000-07:00

well picnic day was good
though i didnt take one picture
we got to hang out with manda and smoke some hookah!
love it!
ran into a ton of people i know
and i am sure that Mike just loved that
i even ran into people that i dont remember seeing
yeah i was pretty wasted part of the night
but that is what picnic day is all about
though since then i have not been feeling all that great
so i am taking this week to rest a bit
and look at next month with all the shit i have to do
with the move and all i think i am going to be busy
and i really hope that everything works out
Katherines bday is coming up too
which should be fun
though that weekend is my busiest
with the run for the cure and i have to go to RWC
i might get to go to a giants game this weekend though
that should be a good time
sporting events are fun
especially when you get to eat hotdogs
and drink beer!!

picnic day is almost here

2006-04-20T13:24:00.000-07:00

well i am definatly looking forward to picnic day
maybe it will even be sunny
and i am sure that it will result in many fun pictures
which i will have to put up
i have just been itching to bbq and lay by the pool
hopefully one of the many perk when i move home
since i will have my own pool and bbq
and you know what that means
pool parties at my house
i mean with sunny weather come drinking marathons
especailly in the middle of the day
right Katherine
this time we might even be able to do it on a larger scale
that is if i can convince everyone to come to Redwood
it is beautiful again here in Sac
i am really really going to miss this area
i didnt really realize how much until moving came up
all the green trees and the fun times i have had here
though it is not like i am never going to come up here
so be warned i am going to come and visit
since i am sure that within a few weeks i will be on the verge of insanity
at my house
well i am going to go get something to eat and maybe even do some reading
instead of being a lazy ass and sitting in front of the tv!

Sunny day, chasing the clouds away!

2006-04-18T16:21:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah i know it is sesame street
but hey it works
it is sunny finally
and i just want to go and lay in the sun at the park
in fact that is exactly what i am going to do after this
then i am going to go for a run
if i get up the motivation
i already walked to the bank
and worked this morning
though i really need to be running every day
if i am going to be ready for the race for a cure
which is on the 13th of May
if anyone wants to join me
this weekend is picnic day at davis
and i am actually really looking forward to it
i am hoping to get to see a lot of people
that i have not seen in a while!
Hope everyone had a good easter
i got to see my family so that was nice
and my cousin and aunt came from out of town
so it was nice to see them too
got to sit around and drink mimosas
and talk about old home videos
which is always amusing though it would have been better to watch them
well i am going to try to get some color on my legs
since i am pretty sure i am bliding people in the library
and then get some exercise
ta ta for now!

random ramblings

2006-04-14T15:04:00.000-07:00

well since i have been going to the library
i have had a little more time on the internet
which is exciting
i have actually been able to check my email regurarly
and i even get here to update every once in a while
I saw one of the craziest accidents i have ever seen yesterday
going to Mandas to see Cabaret
there was an overturned big rig that had jack-knifed
not only that but it was blocking all four lanes of traffic
no one could get by so they had to divert all east bound traffic
i manages to take a few pictures
being the rubbernecker i am
but i dont have them with me to upload
i will have to remember them next time
other than that there really isnt too much going on
i went to see Mike for his b-day this last weekend
it was a great weekend
went to a brewery for lunch in Lodi
and managed to get him to drink Tequilla with me
which no one ever seems to do!
I am also pretty sure that i am going to move home to the bay
scary thought but i need to start saving some money
and i think that is the only way that i am going to be able to
i dont think that it will be too bad
if i get to use the bungalo(sp?)in the backyard
so everyone will have to come and see me and use my pool during the summer
and have lots of bbqs and fun stuff like that!
it will also hopefully give me a chance to go back to school and take some art classes
and be a little more creative than i have been
well off to go run in the park since it is a beautiful day out
and we have not had very many of those around here lately
maybe it the weather holds i will be able to have a picnic or something tomorrow in the park!

Library time = internet time

2006-04-07T15:42:00.000-07:00

goodness the last few weeks have been a blur
i have been working a ton
in an attempt to save some money
and pay some shit off
but that seems to be failing
and as a result i am actually considering moving home
most other things are going well though
still want to try to get up to tahoe
i am also making more of an attempt to reconnect with some friends i have not seen in a while
it is good for me i dont do it enough
i am also in one of those creative moods lately
thanks to Manda and the paint chip
And to Mike who provided me with colored penciles!
now i just want to go and buy up the whole art store
but unfortunatly i cant afford to
so i will just have to make do with what i have!
which is really enought to let me do stuff
just give me a pencil and some paper and i am good to go :)
now i really want more space to paint and draw and manybe even do some sewing
but all in time i guess
well i am off to wander the isles of the library
and then off the the gym
so i can look good in my baithing suit
if it ever gets sunny out here that is

Also Happy B-Day Mike!

2006-03-28T15:57:00.000-08:00

well seeing as how i seem to have very little time lately i am never on the internet any more well that and i dont have regular acess to the internet but now i have found the wonders of the public library where i can use their computers. i really need to start saving so that i can get a loptop or find someone to buy me one. i dont see the second happening any time soon. i have been working a lot and going to the gym sounds like a very exciting life huh well i am happy with it and that is all that matters have some other things going on the make me not so happy but i will just have to deal with those well i have to go and do some stuff and then head to yoga

new pictures

2006-03-06T15:13:00.000-08:00

well i finally got around to it
i put some more pictures up
granted now they are really old now
from new years and sundance
but hey i am pretty much the only one that has seen them
take a look
but keep in mind that new years we had no electricty or water for about 3 days so no one could take showers
which is why most of us look aweful!!

working out and on the web

2006-03-03T10:12:00.000-08:00

yeah so i am riding the bike right now and i am on the internet crazy huh? and yes this means i joined a gym it is pretty nice! and much less than Kat pays hahaha other things are good too though i have been dying to see some people i have not seen in a while Manda and Gabe i miss you guys we will have to get together one of these wednesdays and make dinner or something well i am going to actually work out now peace out from the gym!

neglectful

2006-02-18T16:38:00.000-08:00

yes yes i know i have not been updating
and there are many pictures that i need to put up
but it is really not my fault
we have not had internet
but i am at home in the bay right now
so i figured i would take the opportunity to get things up to date
been trying to work a lot at my new job
at Lucca restaurant in sac
but those plans were hindered a week or two ago
when i got really sick
i thought i had the flu
so i was just toughing it out
but then my fever was about 103
so i had Katherine take me to the emergency room
we spent the entire saturday there
and in the end i found out i had a kidney infection
very very painful i have to say!
i am much better now though
i had a great Valentines day
Mike came up and brought me flowers at work
very very sweet!
and we went to dinner
he was also very sweet when he brought me soup when i was sick
and he had to come all the way from stockton too
I hope that everyone had a good V-day!
now i am at home for my mom's bday party
and i thought that it could be really fun
if i was going to bring a few friends
but that didnt happen
so it is just me and the sibs
i might try to take off tonight but we will see how it goes
i kind of want to go back to sac and go out
ohh well sometimes my mom's friends are fun
i will try to put up pictures soon!

hmmm

2006-01-16T21:35:00.000-08:00

had a really good weekend
but i think i am having withdrawls from it
funny how a good time can do that
little things
funny

The golden bear

2006-01-13T15:34:00.000-08:00

Had a great night last night
went out in sac
something that we have not done in a while
ended up getting pretty much completely fucked
Katherine fell on the floor in the middle of the bar
she managed to take down some guy with her
it was halarious
she even got her rum and diet coke all over her face!
always a good time
we might repeat the fun tonight
but i dont know
we did just buy a handle of vodka from costco
however i do have to work for some of the evening
i just hope that i am not training on closing
i dont want to be there that long if everyone is going out
well gotta go gonna go tanning!

Post new years post

2006-01-09T09:47:00.000-08:00

Lots of news
not much time to write about it
as i am at work
but i will give a little preview
had an awsome new years!
better than i ever could have imagined
came back to sac
got a job
at a nice place
might even get a second
took lots of new years pictures
will put time up as soon as i can
i have not had internet at the house lately
there are some fun ones
well back to work
more later hopefully!

it's almost a new year

2005-12-29T20:57:00.000-08:00

well the new year is almost here
and thank god i am going to be somewhere fun
yup i am going to be in Tahoe
with the snow
though i dont think i will be boarding
shit i just burned my rice!!!
anyways my ankle still is not completely better
that and everyone that i am going up with
does not board
how weird is that
but it should be fun
we will have to cruz the slopes
for acceptable midnight kisses though
cause i am lible to grab the first thing at midnight i see
though it is going to be a super fun weekend
we are going to go to the casinos
and play in the snow
and of course drink til we are stupid
and making fools of ourselves
cause it would not be the new year without that!!
well gonna try to cook the rice again
maybe this time i will acutally get dinner out of it!

bright flashes and low rumblings

2005-12-26T01:51:00.000-08:00

well pretty much i dont have much of a life
either that or i cant sleep
i am going to go with the later
cause it makes me sound like less of a looser
that and how could i sleep through such fantastic weather!
current conditions.....
fucking storming!
i mean pouring rain along with thunder and lightening!
i love it i wish we had fun weather like this more
and this also means snow!
hell yeah bitches now i can go snowboarding!

Happy Holidays!

2005-12-25T18:18:00.000-08:00

well it is officially christmas dinner
i can tell because there is arguing in the living room
and i hear the constant whine of "when is the food going to be ready
i have been trying to make it as long as possible
without getting a glass of wine
but i dont think that is going to last much longer
at least we are having honey baked ham
one of my favorite things
though i am already full from appitizers
thus why i am staying out of the living room
well that and the relatives
i have been really bored the past coulple of days
so i have decided to update my myspace
now it is all cool looking
and now it is pretty
i might have to update this one too soon
well time for gift exchange gots to go

Beer and Hummers

2005-12-18T14:40:00.000-08:00

I am so glad that i went out last night
not only do i really like hanging out
with Banko, Gabe, Manda and all of them
but since Banko was graduating
they rented a stretch hummer limo
i wish that i had had my camera!
it was sooooo much fun!
and i got to see a lot of people that i have not seen in a while!
now tonight is another eventful night
we have Cynthias gradution dinner, and then Tays party
i feel like i am so booked right now
cause then tomorrow there is Banko's b-day
then tuesday nip tuck night
wednesday holiday dinner with the fam
and then this weekend is christmas
meaning i have to do some shopping real soon
goodness
well off to finish a gift for Cynthia and then get ready!

And i am totally wiggin'!!

2005-12-17T19:41:00.001-08:00

Went to a wig part in SF last night
it was a lot of fun
and has inspired Katherine and i
to have a wig party of our own
some time soon
that and just wear wigs more often
it is fun
i posted the pictures
and the pictures from the weekend before
ther are some fun ones
see i am being so good about putting up pictures now
especially when i remember to take them
going to go out in davis tonight
and then again tomorrow
tonight Banko graduated
and tomorrow Cynthia graduates and Tay is having a holiday party
just a party filled weekend
well check out the pictures!!

yeah we are sexy in our fun wigs!

Birfday pictures!

2005-12-10T15:09:00.000-08:00

well as promised
i put up new pictures
Katherine gets props at photographer
this picture pretty much sums up the night

Yeah i dont remember dancing!!
if you want to see the rest of the pictures?
just click on the picture!!
well im off!
24 is going to rock
i can feel it!

birthday

2005-12-08T12:36:00.000-08:00

well now that all of the birthday celebration is over
i have a little time to updaye
i have pictures
Katherine did a good job as photographer
i will hopefully put those up later today
all in all it was a good birthday
i was really happy so many people came out
even though i dont remember half the night
so i am sorry if i didnt say hi or something like that!
i miss hanging out with a lot of the people i know in davis
sometimes it is just so hard to get the motivation to go out there
that and i really need to be looking for jobs
well i gotta start heading home to Sacto
but i promise pictures later!

life is like a made for tv movieand i just blew my lines

2005-12-01T10:57:00.000-08:00

its raining
and i love it
not only becuase if means it is snowing
but also because it is so fitting for my mood right now
there are so many things that seem lacking
though i know that there are other things i should focus on
it is right before i go to bed
or right when i wake up
that i notice it the most
when i stay on the couch till late cause the tv is keeping me company
i feel it
but sitting here listening to the rain is makeing
me all introspective
when i should really be getting ready to start my day

my birthday is in like 4 days
and i seem to get like this right before
i dont have any plans
besides maybe being in tahoe
but i dont know
it might just be better like that
my mom wants to take me to the city the next weekend
but i think she says that every year
even if it doesnt happen maybe
i will go see Vanessa and go iceskating
i will have to drag Tris along too
well thats enough for now
have a great rainy day!

winter is officially here!

2005-11-30T11:21:00.000-08:00

well i got to go to tahoe this weekend
it was great
we were there for the first snow of the year

and now i cant wait to go back
i love my house
i want to do a few trips up there
good place to hang out and party
not to mention sooo close to the ski resorts
Here are pictures
i also put some pictures from the Damien Marley concert up
check it out!

family gathering

2005-11-24T22:11:00.000-08:00

so it would not be a family gathering
if i didnt cry
and if i didnt drink
at least some wine
or some wiskey cokes
or diet cokes
yeah i am crazy
but hey what can you do
and now i am watching sex in the city
which just makes me want to fuck
but that does not happen all that often
maybe i will have to change that!!
more later

Happy Turkey day

2005-11-24T13:48:00.000-08:00

So as usual on Thanksgiving
i am here helping out
running errands and such
today i was out at the store
getting all the stuff my mom forgot
like milk and soda
when i drove past one of the local fields
to see a group of guys playing football
and all i really wanted to do was
jump out of the car and play with them
i really need a good game of mud football
in my future!
hopefully it will start raining soon
and i will be able to convince eveyone
i am sure that a couple of beers and stuff will help
it is nice being home as much as i complain
and i think that i might even take some pictures
but that is still up in the air
i did get a chance to go for a run and wash my car
so i feel pretty accomplished right now
but if my mom keeps sending me on errands
then i am never going to get a chance to get ready!
and i even get to go to tahoe this weekend
which i am greatly looking forward to
too bad there is no snow yet
god i wish it would just rain
well off to help the fam and hopefully have a couple drinks
i mean it would not be the holidays if i didnt :)!!!
gobble gobble

ski resorts!

2005-11-22T20:53:00.000-08:00

yeah well i am sitting with manda right not
contemplating the idea of working at a ski resort
during the winter
that would be awsome free lift tickest and get to hang out in the snow
and then people could just come up and see me at the house in tahoe
i also think that i am going to go back to school and take some design classes
it would be fun
apparently when i was drunk last night i was being all lovey
apparently i am in need of some affection
i just seek it out
yeah so it looks like tonight is going to be a night of nip tuck and lounging around
which is fine by me!
maybe i will update this more often than i have been
i will try

he's not the right one but he's good for right now

2005-11-19T02:56:00.000-08:00

yeah so i modified that for a girl but hey
and i cant type real well with nails
or when i have been driniking
so i am doubly fucked
anyways good times
miss hanging out with some people i saw tonight
yeah i do
anyways i am sure that that will change
i will have to post some more recent pictures
and take some more
come say hi to me
i am at the bars all the time and i love all my davis people!!!
out to drink some more!!!
night night all
more later hopefully when i am drunk and benny is not fucking with the keybaord :)

i've got friends in low places

2005-11-16T19:59:00.000-08:00

yeah so i said i was gomg to stop drinking that happenend
but i really am going to work out
i swear
i joined the gym
anny who
back to the beer :)

sugar we're going down swingin'

2005-11-02T03:03:00.000-08:00

yeah so i am up
and bored
i said i was not going out tonight
but that did not happen
which tends to be the case when it is me and Katherine
but the rest of the week is my time off
i am going to be strong
and not go out
as much as i am going to want to
i wont
anyways it has been a fun weekend
with halloween and all the parties
i love dressing up
though so many people think it is lame
but whatever
i like it and i look good
classic moment when i flased the people i work with
what did they expect when i am a falsher for halloween!!!
hahaha
good times
well better get to bed
since i have to work in the morning
but i really dont want to
come visit me if you are in davis!!
night night!

We're too young to reason, too grown up to dream

2005-10-22T20:00:00.000-07:00

well so the things with the one guy at work are done
yeah he is basically in love with someone else
not that i am suprised by this
though i do find it fun to poke fun at her
she is great
but i guess i am not too upset about it
i have moved on already
and truthfully this one more my type
not that i have a type
but he is a little more chill not quite so high maintence
haha funny to be saying that about a guy
and he is a lot taller than me which i like
though i am sure that this will not go anywhere either
but he is fun so ohh well at least he is someone to hang out with
he is a real sweetheart too
will definatly keep updated
going to keep expectation really low
its better that way
my less dissapointment

i started working out again
meaning i am so sore it is painful
i could not cough today at work
and i had trouble walking up and down the stairs
we will see how i feel tomorrow
and currently Katherine is on her way home with a bottle of booze
so that we can continue the ritual we started last week
mainly our saturday night drinking
which is really nice since we dont hang out as much
i am really glad that i came home tonight
though i have been up since 2am this morning
cause we decided to drink all day yesterday
and then sleep in the middle of the afternoon
so from about 2am til 5:30am we watched the sapranos
good stuff
i like drinking in the middle of the day
we might have to make that a ritual on firdays
with Heather and i
and i am sure that tomorrow will be another fun night on the town
sundays usually are
anyways enough rammbleing for now
possible a drunk update later!!
that i am sure only i will find funny
but hey thats all i really need

I'm an Idiot

2005-10-12T11:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes i dont know what the fuck it going on
do you ever have those points where you think one thing
but then totally second guess yourself
and get all self consious about it
yeah i tend to do that alot
especially with guys
and then i think the best course of action is to just make a total and utter ass of myself
which i have been doing a lot of lately
in front of this guy at work
i am not even sure if he is interested or just being friendly
probably just being nice is all it is
which makes me sad cause i am really attracted to him
which has not happened with anyone for a while
a long while
but of course i am just going to sit back and not do anything about it
yeah im an idiot
which has become my mantra lately
i am going to try to cut back on the idiocy
is that a word
i dont know
well i should really be doing some work
since that is where i am
so i am off to walk around the resaurant
come and visit me!!

harlos

2005-10-08T01:27:00.000-07:00

well one of the only nights that i have
been able to update like this
meaning drunk
hahhaha
anyways good night no one hitting on me
but no real suprise
it has taken me way too long to write this
but at least i have internet right now
no promises on how long it will last
and i am way too drunk to go into it
but later i will tell
anyone who reads this what is going on :) :) love you all!!!!
sorry i have been such i bad friend and roommate lately!!
i still love you all!!!!!!!!

so excited

2005-10-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

yeah so i love when i come home and i can poach an internet singnal
i never have one in my house but right now i do!
wow retarted that i am this excited about the internet
i hope that it does not go away any time soon!!
more later gotta go out to the bars!

have you seen my leather pants and guitar?

2005-09-30T19:26:00.000-07:00

i seem to have less and less time to get on the internet lately
i have been super busy at work
yeah 50 hour work weeks really take a toll
that and apparently i think i am a rock star
cause i have been going out and drinking every night
too bad i dont have groupies and some kind of drug addiction
cause that would just complete that image
i am going to stop going out every night though
just not good for me
i think that part of it is that there are so many new people that i am hanging out with
that i just want to go out with all of them
and that makes me go out every night
need a little more down time though
but sometimes downtime just makes me lonely
so going out keeps my mind off of it
and keeps me around people
so then new resolution
still going out just not drinking as much
good plan
now i just need to excercise some restraint when i go out
we will see how that goes
also no more going into work drunk
as fun as it is to see everyone when i am like that
i tend to just get too drunk in front of them
and think it might have hurt my chances
with someone i am kind of interested in at work
ohh well i guess i always seem to fuck it up somehow anyways
at least this way there is no real attachment
we'll see though
maybe i can salvage something
going to see living legand at g pub tonight
should be fun
and i miss hanging out with manda and that crew
it will be nice to see banko and gabby
going to be packed in g street though
but hey i have not been to a concert since damien marley in SF
i miss going to concerts
if you made it though all of my rambling you get a pat on the back
then again i am sure that no one reads this since i never update any more
ohh well im off

dont you love drunken stories!

2005-09-13T12:02:00.000-07:00

well its been a while
there have been two reasons for that
one, no internet at the new place
and two i have been working A LOT!!!
but that is ok cause i got permoted
i am now a supervisor at the new restaurant
which is cool got a raise too
and i really like it
plus i get to dress all cute and not in the uniform!
but pretty much on my days off i am doing errands and hanging out at home
i have also been going out a lot lately
which has resulted in some pretty funny stories
even if they are at the expense of me getting hurt
i wont bore anyone that still reads this with all of them
but i will disclose one
it was the other night maybe wed.
and of course we want to go out
and after my post shift pitcher
i mean really why just stop
so we go out drink some go somewhere else drink some more
walk home from somewhere
and remember that we dont have the keys to the gate
which means someone is going to have to hop the gate
of course i say i will even though we are with two guys we know
and i try to get some leverage from the brick wall
but apparently the wall didnt like me and attacked me
and by that i mean it threw bricks all over me
so after being attacked by the brick an decide that the only way in is to walk around an hop the other gate
which resulted in a big bruise on the back of my leg
which is in addition to the ones on my shoulders
and arms from the bricks
this entire incident combined with how the wall looked the next morning
made everyone i went out with the next night call me
the incredible hulk
pretty funny i think
i just feel fortunate that i was not hurt more by the bricks.
well hopefully i will be able to update more now that i can get on the internet at work
ta-ta for now!

well this could be the end...

2005-08-25T15:30:00.000-07:00

at least for a little while
during which time i need to
pay off credit card debt
save up some money
pay parents back
and then i will be able to afford internet at the new place
til then i am going to have to steal other peoples internet
so watch out
and the lack of posting
has been due to me not haveing internet
or my computer at the new place yet
computer will be there soon
but without the web it will be little else
then a stero to play my music
but hopefully i will be able to achieve my goals
in a short time
with the new job
and if not then i will be getting a second one
maybe my neighbor could hook me up at the bar he works at
else i could look for a real job
but that is no fun

on to other matters
i had some dude ask me out yesterday
on the steet
from his pickup
weird
flattering but weird
i dont know that i could go out with someone
that yells from their truck
and puts up a sign with his number
haha i thought it rather amusing
not that i bar is much better i guess
but still
well off to work
hopefully i will make some good money tonight!

she works hard for her money

2005-08-19T17:35:00.000-07:00

well another day another dollar
it would be better if i was makeing tips
but expoing food has got me to work
and made me a favorite among the managers
so i really cant complain
and they are going to give me a section tomorrow
i almost just spelled section like this
sextion
yeah i guess that was a freudian slip
it has been a long couple of days
and if you saw me right now
after just getting off work
it is not a pretty sight
so i am going to go home and shower
though i kind of want to hang out tonight
so if anyone is interested gimme a call
i would even drive back to davis
guess have a house all to myself in sac
has left me a little lonely hahaha
or people can come to my place and hang out
that would be cool too
off to shower so i smell good
and look all pretty!

2005-08-16T14:00:00.000-07:00

do you ever feel like you are in a hole
and you try to get out
but you just end up deeper inside the hole?
feeling a bit of that now
hoopefully it wont last
cause i am going to do something about it
build a ladder or something
haha

Tomorrow never knowswhat it doesnt know too soon

2005-08-11T13:35:00.000-07:00

just got back from tahoe this morning
then had to work
well train
which was simple
and only 2 hours
but tahoe was really really fun
dispite my mom insisting on talking about my love life
but i got to hang out at the beach
get tan
and go parasailing
with my bro
i forget how nice it is up there in the summer
and now that i have some use of a house
i am going to try to go up more often
so anyone that wants to come along
just let me know
and where the house is, is really fun
close to tahoe city and kings beach
and also close to state line where the casinos are!!
i even won 20 buck which paid for some gas
good stuff though
i wish that i had taken more pictures but i forgot
typical of me
i do have one of me looking miserable
in the back seat
after have a few drinks and being
forced to go out to eat with the parents
not really forced but
i was the only young one there
it wasnt all bad though
so more tahoe trips to come!!

wrapped in coolness

2005-08-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

going home this weekend
driving into the city
seeing it blanketed in fog
just gives me a feeling of happiness
something that only seeing the fog rolling over the hills
can give
always seems to bring a smile to my face

going to tahoe tomorrow
havnt been there in the summer in a while
i miss it
though i cant wait for it to snow again!
hopefully going to be a good year
for snowboarding

quitting my job at osteria for sure
i made up my mind
cant deal with the drama there
and have never been pushed by a man before
and i am not going to stand for that
good thing is this time i have
another job lines up already
so people have to come and see me at bistro 33 on F st
it is going to be nice
but still think i am going to get another job
unless they give me a ton of hours
well off to see manda-panda

do you believeIn what you feelIt doesn't seem to be anybody else who agrees with me

2005-08-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

well seeing old friends is good
going back to places where you used to work is good
unless you got fired from there
which is only one place for me
but i like seeing my old boss cause he says i am pretty
and likes my freckles
which is rare
it was also really nice to see Eddy
he is a great guy
it is funny to see my bother with somone i used to work with
even if she is just a year older
good but weird, he likes the older girls
though he does look like he is 23 ladies

yup that is him
be warned ladies he is a heart breaker
but i love him
now if i could only find a guy i love
that is not my brother
and that loves me back
harder than it sounds really
well i am off to sleep
since that is what wine does to me
and i have to get up for breakfast
since it is going to be free
being home is great!!!

whats 2 + 2?..... Jello

2005-08-06T15:19:00.000-07:00

well i finally did it
i signed up for the class
that will complete my degree
look i am not that lazy
it is going to be weird being back in school though
and i really wanted to sign up for other classes
i also signed up for a math class of all things
weird how i miss doing math
yeah i am a nerd
but i figure i will get my degree out of the way first and then do other classes i want
not that nutrition is going to be that hard
maybe it will even get my lazy ass to the gym
hahaha

2005-08-04T11:18:00.000-07:00

well have not been around much
spending most of my time in sac
and i dont have internet there
that is going to have to change real soon
i am such an internet junkie
yeah i am a nerd at heart
i feel so out of touch when i dont have internet
though i am thinking that i need a new computer
this one is starting to shit all over me
it is something like 6 years old
and in computer years that is ancient
i really want a laptop
much easier and i could move it around the house
that is going to be a work in progress though
went to the press club in sac the other night
it was fun
lots of people dancing
going out in sac is going to be good i think
i also think that we are going to try to hit up the happy hours around the capitol
try to meet some people that live in sac
you know make some new friends
it is weird being in a new city
even if it is only like 15 min from where i used to live
and when i am still going to be working in davis i guess i am not really going to miss it all that much
new job starts Monday
I even get to work with Taylor again
that should be fun
and it is going to be really busy since it is a brand new place
which will be good for tips
well gotta get back to sac so i can do some stuff
more later though

bring in the noise bring in the funk

2005-07-31T12:32:00.000-07:00

went to press club last night it was fun though we didnt get there until almost one am since my boss is a complete dick and made us stay at work til the end of time. yeah was not too happy and on top of that i got a speeding ticket yesterday yeah was not a good day for yours truely. hoping today will be better but i dont know. it has already started off what can only be described as a marching band having a concert in my head. i think they are playing bring in the noise bring in the funk! yup fun times. and as usual it is pub quiz night meaning i will consume more beer and totally suck on being smart but its a fun time and everyone should come out. i do have to warn you we took first place last week!!!

2005-07-30T13:44:00.000-07:00

well i dont think that today could get much worse
didnt get to do what i wanted to do this morning
then got a speeding ticket
i am such an idiot
i cant believe i got a ticket
just one more thing that i have to worry about paying for
i did apply for another job
and i think that my chances are pretty good
but god sometimes i hate my fucking life!!!
but i guess since it has been so shitty
that things can only get better from here
but really, who knows
i really wanted to go out tonight but i dont think that is going to be possible
need something to cheer me up right now!
really
really
really do

The question is not how far. The question is, do you possess the constitution,the depth of faith, to go as far as is needed?

2005-07-29T11:06:00.000-07:00

yeah so i am going to be smart and read the paper today
that and i think it might help at pub quiz
though we did come in first last week!
thats right kids 2 free entrees and 2 free pitchers!
we totally rule!

today is on the agenda is get a job!!
i am going ot fill out some apps
hopefully so i can start working this next week
gotta go back to davis and get some more stuff
but i really dont want to run into crazy
aka roommate i dont like
however it has to be done
i mean i girl cant live without her sheer curtains!
well i should probably shart to get shit done
so i can stop worry about it!

And I shut my eyesAnd I swear i could hear the sea

2005-07-28T14:13:00.000-07:00

well i really dont know that i am going to do
with the next two weeks
i am not working
though i really need to be
since i am poor
i am going to look for a second job
but i dont know that i will have one by then
thankfully i am finally getting paid
so if anyone knows how i can make some quick money
please let me know

other than that it has been a pretty uneventful week
just a lot of moving and cleaning
though we do have new neighbors
katherine really likes them
i on the other hand what to kill them
they just get on my nerves
so i have been hanging out alone at the apt a lot
and these next two weeks not working are going to be worse
thank god i have a couple of shifts this week that should make me some money
anyone is welcome to come over and keep me company
i am sure that i will be around davis though too
since i have to clean and get the last of my stuff
so maybe i wll keep myself busy in davis some of the day!

So, so you think you can tellheaven from hellblue skies from pain.

2005-07-23T21:51:00.000-07:00

kinda bummed out at the moment
i want to go out and see people
but cant find anyone that is going out
so at the moment i am sitting at work
alone
drinking wine
and trying to find something to do
kat and cynthia and clair and anne
all went to the drive in
love the drive in
but didnt get called cause i was at work
ohh well i will just have to go some other time

one of the customers at work tonight
tried to set me up with her son
too bad he lives on the east coast
but he was cute
she showed me a picture
and lets face it i need all the help i can get in the dating area
its not like i have anyone knocking down my door
she even took a picture of me and called him
i guess we will see how this works out
gotta get some more wine.....

dessert wine is good!
maybe i will just sit here and get drink
sounds like a fun night
ugh well betta go
more wine then i guess home to sleep..
maybe

And its easy once you know how its done

2005-07-22T12:42:00.000-07:00

currently i am sitting at Katherines work
we just went to lunch at red robin
i ate too many fries
need to stop eating out
and i need to get a second job
so that i can have money
i feel like it is bring you kid to work day
where Katherine is the mom and i am the kid
so some guys moved into the apt 2 doors down from us
no verdict on if they are attractive or not
though at this point i dont know how much i care
well i say that and i do care
i would never do anything with someone that i was not attracted to

we found our new g street, kinda
it is called round the corner
and we go there after pub quiz on sundays
and i definatly made a very good first impression there
i think it went something like this
umm do you think that you could get your crying friend to leave
that was said to katherine
that has only ever happend to me once before
fun times, good stuff
really looking forward to pub quiz and round the corner on sunday
maybe i could drink another box of wine this weekend
well i think that bring you kid to work day is over
and i have stuff to do
so i am going to get out of the way at mommy's work
hahaha i dont wanna grow up!

2005-07-19T12:14:00.000-07:00

well we are pretty much into the new place
i just need to get the last of my stuff out of the house
thank god i will be out of there
though i will miss vanessa and walter
but this year is going to be much better!!
i cant wait to get everything all set up and put together
i also need to get some things for my room
all i really have in there is my bed
i just need a desk and maybe a small book case
any hoot i will get some pictures up soon
and there is going to be a party
we are sending out invitations! yay

You and your fucking rope.

2005-07-17T05:11:00.000-07:00

well it is 5:15 am
i am supposed to be up in 2 hours
to start moving my big shit
to the new place in sac
but i just got a 40 min drunk dial
that involved ordering food
being threatened
and hitting a rabbit
it was good times, pretty funny i have to say
and now that i am up
i feel like i should do something produductive
like go for a run
since this is the only time i think it is cool enough
but i am going to be movin shit so that is good excercise
or maybe i should do some more packing
but that might wake my roomies up
so i think i am going to just watch tv
boring i know but hey
and i am sure that there is a lot of really good stuff on at this time

i am kind of sad
it is basically my last night in my house
but i am going to have a blow up bed here til the lease is up
so that i can still crash here if i go out in davis
but my comfy bed will be gone
and my computer so that i can use the internet
cause we all know i am a complete dork and cant live without it
which means i will be paying for it all on my own in sac
at least til Katherine gets a computer
thats cool though i need it!
and i am going to get a second job
since i am so low on cash it is not even funny
and i just seem to be racking up more an more debt
on what i dont know
food i think i should really stop eating out
we are going to try to save and i am going to cut up my card
sorry kids i dont think i am going to be very much fun for a while
unless of course you want to take me out
but i doubt that will happen any time soon
well that bed and tv are calling my name
ohh wait i think that it just me hallucinating hahaha

catch ya on the flip side!

And here comes emptiness crashing in

2005-07-15T23:52:00.000-07:00

started packing today
anyone want about 5 caffe italia name tags
i would love for someone to wear one of mine
since they love me there so much
going to have a garage sale next weekend
hopefully i will be able to make some money
i am excited to be moving
but i am going to miss davis
is it weird that i am considering working here
so that i still have an excuse to come into town
i will anyways since i have friends still here
but there is a new restaurant opening in downtown
going to apply no matter what
could be good
maybe i could bartend
well back to the pakcing
everyone be ready for a party at the new place the second week in August!!